I'm Jessica.

22. Proud Mother.
Agnostic. Realist. Sober.

Teaching him how to drive early πŸš™

Teaching him how to drive early πŸš™

My little thumb sucker πŸ‘ΆπŸ’–

My little thumb sucker πŸ‘ΆπŸ’–

Friday, August 8, 2014

Today is going to be pretty busy. Already finished up the dishes, and working on laundry. Β 1 p.m. Jackson has his shots, and a check-up for his 2 month check-up. Then I have to go to the OB to get bloodwork done. I have to set up my follow up appointment for my medication. The only problem I’m having with it is the insomnia. I’m sure once my body gets used to it again I’ll be just fine but for now I get three hours of sleep a night and then Im up for the rest of it until the boys wake up. It’s kind of this endless wakefulness.Β 

Otherwise I’m just starting the packing process so I’m ahead of myself rather then getting behind. I also need to go through all of Lance’s toys and my clothes.Β 

Deep cleaning the house is in order too and finishing up the laundry that has kind of piled up on me when I was going through a depression slump. Feeling much better now. Researching therapists in Vermont as of now. And we are hoping we have the new vehicle before he leaves for Korea. All in all busy but everything’s going good.Β 

Friday, August 1, 2014

My appointment went great the other day. I’m starting my new medication today. I have a infection on my back from my hair always resting on it. Creating a fungal infection. I’ve got to put Selsun Blue on it until it goes away for three months. 10 days each month. Sucks but oh well.Β 

Now I’m just chilling with my boys. We’re watching Forrest Gump while Jackson does tummy time and Lance plays. We cleaned up the house and are working on laundry now. Tomorrow we are planning on going to Picatinny Arsenal down in New Jersey to take the boys to the water park. I need a bathing suit so hoping we can get that today.Β 

Also waiting to see if my mom is going to drop my brother off today so he isn’t sitting in the house by himself all the time. I keep begging her to bring them over here so I can spend time with them but for some reason she doesn’t want me to take them. Vincent and I always have a good time and he’s such a good kid. He helps me with the kids and we have lots of fun. I’m half tempted to ask if he can come with us tomorrow. My sister gets to do all this cool stuff this summer at rec but he has to stay home? That’s not fair to me. He could at least come to my house and not be treated nasty all day.Β 

Anyways! Gotta go pick up my medication in awhile. Tying to do laundry and go through Lance’s clothes/toys.Β 

Have a good day all!

Thursday, July 31, 2014

It’s truly amazing what one person can accomplish when they’re motivated and willing to put the effort in. In just a couple days I have successfully got every doctors appointment I need scheduled. Tomorrow I go to the doctors to get back on my antidepressants and seek help for therapy due to my problems I’ve suffered with for a long time and during my pregnancy I was not advised to take any kind of medication for those problems. Anyways, that’s taken care of.

I have my appointment for OBGYN and Jackson’s first set of immunizations on the 8th of August - and then another OB appointment after they do my bloodwork to get my Mirena taken care of.

Now I have to make a decision on the new vehicle I want and continue to go through stuff to see if we can hold a yard sale/give stuff away. We have to store his motorcycle and some of our personal stuff as well but we are getting new furniture when we are in Colorado so I’m not worried about that stuff. Probably keeping my bed with me though.

Anyways I have been feeling super productive lately. So thankful for my beautiful family and how supportive my guy has been throughout everything.

Couldn’t ask for anything better.

Can’t wait for Lance to go to preschool so he can associate with kids and Jackson to go to even part time daycare while I try to go back to work.

Now just trying to deal with Lance’s father is my only nightmare.

Back to he’s for this mama. Goodnight.

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Rarely do I come on here like I used to. Being a full time mom is a lot of work. It’s truly endless with a side of endless. I used to focus on Tumblr and followers. Now I wonder if I’m going to get through the day in one piece. I’m still here though. Still me.

Thursday, July 17, 2014
He is starting to smirk and grin at me lately. Ugh. Be still my heart. Daddy’s Sidekick for sure. So handsome like his daddy too 😘😘😘😘 @leatherhead19

He is starting to smirk and grin at me lately. Ugh. Be still my heart. Daddy’s Sidekick for sure. So handsome like his daddy too 😘😘😘😘 @leatherhead19

Tuesday, July 15, 2014
He’s been such a fuss pants today. Doesn’t want to be put down or away from mommy or daddy at all. Must be hard being a one month old 😒 #jackson #onemonth #baby #sad #fusspanfs

He’s been such a fuss pants today. Doesn’t want to be put down or away from mommy or daddy at all. Must be hard being a one month old 😒 #jackson #onemonth #baby #sad #fusspanfs

Sunday, July 6, 2014
Sleepy little one πŸ’€

Sleepy little one πŸ’€

Saturday, June 14, 2014
Bright eyes ✨✨

Bright eyes ✨✨

Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Rarely do I have my hair up but today is a mom day. I’m about to rip it out so I may as well keep it away from myself. My child is going through the phase of screaming about everything. I want to scream my lungs out and rip my ear drums from my ears. Nothing I do makes it stop. Ignoring it makes it worse. I swear I’m going to lose my mind. Ugh. Toddlers vs Jessica. Toddler: 1 Jessica: 0. #ugh #toddler #screamigphase #donewithit #hairup #longhairdontcare #mommy #momlife

Rarely do I have my hair up but today is a mom day. I’m about to rip it out so I may as well keep it away from myself. My child is going through the phase of screaming about everything. I want to scream my lungs out and rip my ear drums from my ears. Nothing I do makes it stop. Ignoring it makes it worse. I swear I’m going to lose my mind. Ugh. Toddlers vs Jessica. Toddler: 1 Jessica: 0. #ugh #toddler #screamigphase #donewithit #hairup #longhairdontcare #mommy #momlife

Saturday, February 22, 2014
Just maxin’ and relaxin’ before bed time. Ordering some clothes for my little man and watching crap on Netflix. Snapchat me: pobrecitaa #bored #chillin

Just maxin’ and relaxin’ before bed time. Ordering some clothes for my little man and watching crap on Netflix. Snapchat me: pobrecitaa #bored #chillin

Saturday, February 1, 2014

It’s been so long since I’ve updated on here and with actual life events. I apologize for that! Well, say hello to Lance Michael who isn’t a infant anymore but a beautiful little toddler prince and apple of my eye. I can’t believe that in about 2 months my perfect little guy is going to be a whole 2 years old! Ahhh! So, I’ve been sitting around looking at party favors, cakes, etc. I think we’ve decided on a vintage Thomas the Train birthday party with a gorgeous Thomas the Train cake. He’s going to have some of his little friends over and we’re going to make his favorite homemade mac n’ cheese, Cesar salad (who knew a little one would love it so much, lol?), and of course all the chocolate milk he could possibly drink. Not soooo sure about the cake type though. Probably go a traditional vanilla though.Β 

I just can’t wait to be able to get outside and bbq as well. Since we’re in a MUCH bigger and nicer apartment with a actual back yard/porch area we are able to bbq and have parties more often. Which is super awesome for us because we LOVE to entertain. Everything just has been so much more healthy and beautiful in our life. Being able to do these things for my perfect little boy is so important to me.Β 

On another note we were so happy to go up to Vermont for Christmas! And we plan on going back up soon for another trip to see my family and maybe this time we will have more time to see some friends too. I would love to go up for the 4th of July but I doubt that will be possible due to Jared’s work schedule. Either case spending it with my small little family is so important to me too.Β 

Things have been great lately. Just thought I’d update with some stuff and some new pictures of Lance since I’ve been kind of MIA for awhile. Anyways! Thanks loyal followers who are still following me. I’m surprised I have anyone haha. Much love to you all! xoxox.Β 

Monday, January 20, 2014
The lighting in this bathroom legit sucks. #hanging #mommytime #me #selfie #ah

The lighting in this bathroom legit sucks. #hanging #mommytime #me #selfie #ah

 
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